Tuesday, May 24, 2005

a solution?

I know I have to stop complaining about my situation. It really does not matter about what circumstances are conspiring against me. It's a total mental state of mind thing. I am really just being bitter and wallowing in my own self-pity. It is really an immature response from me. I just want to take the easy way out and point fingers at something... to blame anything.

But I know that it will not help me feel happier.

What is happiness? I have read much on the subject. And, I know what I know
about it and I can reason it out with myself. I am self-aware. All of humanity is... it just matters if you want to acknowlege it. I know that I need to take control and accept responsibility for your my own happiness. I know I need to learn to diversify my sources of happiness... in case you lose one of them.

I just don't feel that I am a big enough person today to face it.



Something's missing. And, I don't know how to fix it.
Something's missing. And, I don't know what is is.
I don't know what it is.
And, I don't know what it is... at all.

- John Mayer


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