wow... this has been some day
and then, some night
I am SICK
I woke up running a temperature today
sick and my body ached all over
feels like my joints hurt
and my head weighs a tonne
took a couple of panadols to quell the nauseating feeling
then rushed to uni
I have a grandiose JAVA assignment due in next week
Crys... we have to work together and finish it
MY SCHEDULE !!!
thursday - work and JAVA
friday - work and JAVA
saturday - work and JAVA
sunday - work and JAVA
monday - uni and JAVA
tuesday - uni and JAVA
this is gonna be a tough weekend and then some week
with work at SUBWAY and the JAVA assignment
Tonight? I came back after JAVA class really sick
This is a really crappy time to fall ill
I need to be 110% to handle my commitments
and I'm weak as a kitten
on Unrequited Love
then I had a good friend cut ties with me
just recently at abt 1:30am on MSN
just how impersonal is that?
ah well... this is life
I can understand her reasons
She had approached me earlier this year with hopes that we could be more than friends
But, I couldn't reciprocate the feelings
A heng mui is just that... a valued friend
to honour, uphold and shoot shit with
I just wouldn't feel right going out with you
guys just seem to draw prominent lines
sex is sex.
love is love.
and friends are friends.
What is this mortal sadness called love?
"Do you want any explanation?", she asked of me
I don't need any explanation
I understand how it is
It's hard to see someone whom you like go off with other people
especially when you really want them
want to be with them
to love, honour and cherish... today, tomorrow and the day after
unrequited love is really hurtful... for anyone
you really don't understand it
can't understand why you feel this way
it defies logic
BUT humans do feel...
and this is the way things goes...
and she said, "Take care and God bless..."
my reaction?
and now...
I only have this to say,
"Peace I leave with you. My peace I give to you.
Not as the world gives do I give to you.
Do not let your heart be troubled, nor let it be fearful." (John 14:27)
9 comments:
Good luck with the assignment.
tsk tsk tsk... *shakes head*
EHE.. erm anyway if you wanna talk, feel free to call me :D
*huggles*
thanks guys...
Things dont really seem like the way you feel but what will others think of it...explanation is just to cover the truth..in fact, truth is always out there no matter what and what is necessary is to faced the failure..no apologize is require but care about others feelings...this is what we called as respect and friendship..
Hi friend,
"She had approached me earlier this year with hopes that we could be more than friends. But, I couldn't reciprocate the feelings"
Prove this to me, and you will earn my respect.
Rgds,
Action Speaks Louder than Words.
Chris, IF I EVER SEE YOU IN MALAYSIA!!! I"LL CUT UR LAME DICK DICK OFF@!@@@@@@!!!!Mother fucker.Mess with eelyn again and i swear to god ALL OF HER FRIENDS HERE WILL DO THE SAME!!!
mess with ee lynn?
What are you... some child?
I can understand your decision to stand beside your friend. The honour you have shown is commendable.
But, can you not see what goes on here is personal, between her and me?
guess that is too much to ask of kids...
drama... lol
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