Monday, August 22, 2005

my state of affairs...


I seem to grit my teeth more these days
It seems to be an automated response
I never notice when I am doing it (gritting my teeth)
only notice how my jaw is stiff or sore
always after... as I seem to catch myself gritting my teeth
when I'm lost in thought
driving aimlessly
or on the trams staring at the rain

I think I should occupy myself
my mind seems to be stressing over nothing
and I seem to be allowing my mind to wander
I think this is killing me

my mind... is not entirely, mine.

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