Lives REALLY do collide...

I've had a very restless night
been thinking alot of about some stuff
I've decided to turn off the comments for awhile
I'm pretty sure the backlash from this turn of events will be scathing

I guess I'm sorry about the way things turned out
and well... people feel and people hurt

I apologize to my friend
I apologize to my friend's friends
and I apologize to anonymous



this is part 2 of...

on Unrequited Love

too much drama...

I believe that relationships are personal
between one party and the other party
introduce a third person and it gets messy
then the friends know...
and maybe the family becomes involved

as I said previously... too much drama!

It is better to just walk away.

I have not taken any promises nor have you given me any
let's just keep the memories of a happy friendship
and go our seperate ways



on anonymous...

you seem to want to be a champion for her
I respect that...
the honour you have shown is commendable
take care of her for her sake

rest assured that I have never messed with her
nor abused my privledge as her friend

but leave us to settle this between ourselves



*edit*

I'd like to apologize for the guy's bad english
I would really like to clean it up
But then I don't think it would be a proper quotation then



my thoughts...

I think that I have a choice in these matters
When someone declares love or like for you
You have a choice to return the affections... or not
It is a conscious decision

I did not want to lie to you
the friendship we have would not allow me to lie to you
as anonymous had said, "this is what we called as respect and friendship"
This is my repect and mark of friendship to you
No lies, no fancy words, no talk...
I just decided on the cleanest approach
just a simple no...

My reasons? There are many to pick from the tree
I did not think it would work out
I was hurting then after a previously messy breakup
I only saw you as a friend
You are too far away from me
Our personalities would clash
and the list goes on...

but as anonymous had said, "no apologize is require but care about others feelings..."

the only thing I am guilty of is being tactless
I was too forthcoming in what I said
I should have dressed it up
lessened the blow when I said no to you
I apologize...

you are a beautiful person
one of a few who can keep up with me in thought
a fellow intellectual
you are too strong and independant a person for me
and I only saw you as a friend

these are the clearly demarcated lines...



know that I still value you as a friend
I still extend the hand of friendship to you
perhaps one day, when the emotions have been forgotten...