Wednesday, January 25, 2006

thoughts at 3am on a Wednesday...


to have courage gathered
and to have strength preserved
to stand over a hill watching, waiting
anxiety poisons your mind
fear paralyzes your hand

to stand defiant aagainst the rising tide
you take a step forward
over the edge to insanity, into the maelstrom

prescient... I am unfortunately not
to win the battles but, I still lost the war

I wish you were a stranger I could disengage
Say that we agree and then never change
Soften a bit until we all just get along


now? my body lies broken
the mind is shattered and fragile
pride is trampled and lost

I'm losing you and its effortless

my concious self is shaken, the fabric torn
but hope will carry me through
and courage will induce me to move on

nothing more than apathy...

time heals all wounds
memories fade and are forgotten
humour preserves the better moments

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head


but, life does go on...

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