my thoughts...

Just got back from karaoke with Heng.
The place over the Shanghai Club in Chinatown is a ripoff...
The servings (snacks) are stingy and the alcohol charges are ridiculous.
Please... to those who read me, don't go there!



I'm a lil' high and the buzz is good.

I feel like I'm making up for time lost...
When I was in a relationship and I had tempered myself to please my (then) partner.

It's a good feeling... being free and single.
I ~finally~ understand the freedom Crys always talks about.
To be able to flirt shamelessly.
To be able to enjoy the company of crazy friends.
To be able to go clubs and lounges and not feel guilty.
To be able to drink to excess and not care about tomorrow...
Did you know I love to sing Ronan Keating? Haha!



But, would I give it all up again if I found the right person again?
I don't know...
I really don't know if I'm really ready to settle down.



"... to find a girl, and settle down.
If you like, you could get married."



I'm not an asshole per se...
At least I don't think I am.
I still conduct myself with integrity.
And, I won't compromise my principles for the sake of gratification.



Maybe, I might still be lonely...

But, like I discussed with Crys over coffee, everything is with an opportunity cost.
I could be attached again... but, with my principles, I would not be enjoying myself as I am now.



I still want to go Michael Buble - Home...