negativity

1. always reflects inner defeat.
2. always justifies itself.
3. will choose your friends for you.



I was just watching Hillsongs on the idiot box.
Couldn't stomach another dungeon crawl on my ps2.
Hillsongs is a church, and they are pretty big on tele~evangelism.
What is that you ask?
They broadcast their previous nights service on television.
And, it is pretty entertaining too...

The pastor was talking about negativity and how it poisons your convictions in life.
There was something about negative confessions and how it affects your lifestyle.
It is easier to play the victim and complain about your circumstance.
Why be so miserable?



to complain, bitch and whine...

"I'm short, fat and f~ugly.
But I can't be bothered to go to a gym or get a realy good haircut.
I just want to sit here and have a bitch about how life is so unfair."

...and so spoke the negative bastard.

And, another thing that I caught on with was about regrets.
This is very much in sync with what I am trying to do with myself.
Regrets make you miserable.
And, in turn, you make everyone around you miserable.

regrets is...
the past that poisons your present,
the past that sabotages your future.



I'm currently going through what I'd like to call my 'the live wrong stories'.
A change for the better... or the worse? I have yet to decide.
But a change is in order, and I'm definately making steps forward.
I want to try new stuff in my life.
To live in an opposite/different lifestyle...

I want to... live my life without regrets.