ever had a relationship...

that was a drawn out one-night-stand?

This song is really so... how should I describe it?


OH MY GOD!
And, my heart literally shatters again.


Perhaps, some memories are worth burying and never remembering. I remember the feeling of being pulled towards opposing ends of the continents, my head says east but my body moves west. I knew that she was wrong for me, always running about... never still. She was at the clubs every night and sleeps, smokes and burns grass in the daylight.


We really lived like vampires, enjoying the cool nights and sleeping in the daytime.


I can remember the vivid scenes of driving about... with her at my side. We always used the valets 'cause it was daddy's BMW. Her little dresses and those short skirts nearly never hid much. It was ever just the smell of cigarettes and her perfume.

I remember wearing her brother's jacket cause it matched my shirt. The guy had A|X all over his closet. But that jacket was never as warm as her breath on my neck. How she would smile back at me when I gave in to her. There was always sunlight coming in through her blinds, but she never really cared. Ever the tease as she glides manicured nails down my back.

She had pulled on my chain and that it had broke on the street. The beads fell all over the road. The look she gave me when she was annoyed at me. How she ate so little and drank too much.

I always said, that life was never enough...

try as he might he's unable to speak
he grabs her by the hair, he strokes her on the cheek
the bed is unmade like everything is
dark little heaven at the top of the stairs

You never really think about anything else...

The moments were really like drugs. I've never tasted anything so potent, yet it was so wrong. You never really care about the sunlight or about the night. You are too intoxicated with the drinking and the dancing. It was all about the partying and the stumbling home... into her bed.

And you simply forget that you have your family, your job, your purpose in life...

I still remember stroking her cheek...

take me like that, ruin it all
then build it again by the light in the hall

I remember teasing her, stroking her hair.
She had held me close and whispered into my ear.
Carnal desire... I probably was never in love with her.
I never really fell asleep after...
It was just a prelude... the another beginning, and to start again

I just wanted to be with her. It was an unnatural desire that was never based on the logical. It was just to stay in her shadow and cling to her body.

I remember kisses the shade of burgundy...

he drops to his knees says please my love, please
I'll kill who you hate, take off that dress, you won't freeze

Would I have killed for her?
Just to spend one more night in her arms...

I don't think I'll ever know, don't want to know...

one more night, that was a good one
one more night, I dreamed it was a good one
one more, one more night, that was a good one
one more night, the end should be a good one
a good one

one more kiss...
one last embrace...
just give to me, one final taste...
And, I will be going... that I will be gone

But...
Please draw down my back, whisper in my ear...

I remembered wanting just one more night...

he starts with her back cause that's what he sees
when she's breaking his heart she still fucks like a tease
release to the sky, look him straight in the eye
and tell him that now, that you wish he would die

The end is now just a really hazy recollection.
I had a marlboro lights in my right hand
I was holding her across her waist.
We were trying to talk over the music.
She said something, and I had replied... and she had walked off.

I still remember how I wanted one more night.
I chased after her and caught her dress.
We ended up in back of the club.
And, I woke up in her room.

She sat up and told me she was bored of her life.
The doing nothing and getting everywhere...
The just going out and yet have gone nowhere...

She said that she was bored of me...
She said that she wanted someone who could give her some meaning to her life..
She said that that she wished I would just die...

I was unable to speak, I just sat in her sheets.

Yea... even when she broke my heart, she still fucks like a tease.

you'll never touch him again so get what you can
leaving him empty just because he's a man
so good when it ends, they'll never be friends
one more night, that's all they can spend

This is so true...
so good when it ends, they'll never be friends
This is so true...
one more night, that's all they can spend

This is so true.
I never kept the phone number.
I've gone as far that I have forgotten her face.
Deleted the messages and burnt her contacts.

But, on occasions, I still smoke the marlboro lights...

one more night, that was a good one
one more night, I dreamed it was a good one
one more, one more night, that was a good one
one more night, the end should be a good one
a good one

Move on...
One should ever move on...

Never again... this one more night.