One of my favourite quotes came from a movie where Jack Nicholson said, "You make me want to be a better man." Sounds absolutely great, doesn't it? Your partner can illicit such a response from you that you feel the need to improve yourself. Perhaps I'm really looking at my partner (not that I have one) to trigger some sort of positive change in me. This really constitutes as using my partner as a crutch.

No one is responsible for me besides... well... ME!

This is my choice... This year, I shall strive to improve myself. I know that I procrastinate, I have a chronic punctuality problem, etc... I'm going to try and correct these flaws wihtin my character. Have to be proactive and exercise some measure of control over myself. I'm not going to play video games until 6 am and decide fuck going to work/university anymore. I'm going to leave my assignments until the last possible minute. The real world doesn't work that way.

I really wish I was a 5 year old again... not a care in the world.

Been playing a lot of badminton these days, trying to improve my body silhouette and gain back some of my youthful stamina. Vanity, in small increments, is really good for self confidence. I'm really only 23 this year. It's really sad when you try and climb 7 flights of stairs and end up panting breathelessly. RMIT Uni really has to do something about their lifts 'cause it's a pain waiting for the them, especially when you're already late (note the chronic punctuality problem).

Well, back to working on my assignment paper. Thanks for listening.